[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Sunday, January 01, 2006

It feels really cozy to stay at home on after a rainy day. Not to forget, today is the last day of 2005!! However, it feels just like any other day...

Was thinking of how to do a recap on this year's happening for me. In the end, I decided to just write about how I feel this year.

This year is one with lots of happenings for me.

Beginning of 2005
Was busy dealing FYP and got to realize how much I dislike programming. Health status wasn't really good at that time as well.

Middle of 2005
It was a transition period for me. Last exam in SP was over in April and its time to look for a job! After slacking for 1 month, I manage to get a 3 months contract job at one of the insurance company in Raffles place. Its there I get to know how insurance actually works. I miss my ex-colleagues over there.

In the blink of eye, 3 months just pass. My contract was not renewed and I got a job offer at one of the dept at their other branch. From there, I get to know what its like to work with different kind of people. Nasty and nice ones. All sorts of people. I want to have fun with my fellow colleagues as well but its the people and environment that don't welcome me.

I nearly wanted to give up but I stayed on. I want to prove to myself that I can handle all kind of situations. If I can't change the environment, I will change the way I look at things. I may not be as lucky as those that manage to get into the so called big and more popular group but I believe I will find one that I feel comfortable with. But, I feel that its not going to be from there.

End of 2005
Nothing much to talk about. Grandma passed away. I still can't accept that she is not with us anymore. I miss her. Life still goes on. I wish for a better year to come ago.. I seriously do..

I went through lots of things this year, resulting into the present me. I changed from someone who cares alot of how people think of me to one that is totally opposite. In short, I kinda live in my own world now. Environment and reality do change a person. I also change from one whom dislikes shopping to one whom shops alot now. My dress sense also change abit. I am more willing to experience different kind of styles now. Overall, I am just a changed person!

Good or bad, its up to others how they look at me. But, I don't really care much.

Now, gonna draft out my resolutions for 2006. Here it goes:

Lead a more healthy lifestyle. Exercise more and eat healthily.
Save more each month for my part time studies.
Spend more time with family.
Give mummy and papa more money.
Take good care of my eyes and skin.
Make more friends and maintain regular contact with existing friends.
Improve the way I do things in work and improve relations with fellow colleagues.
Last but not least, be happy

That's all for my 2006 resolutions. These are only part of them. I am just plain lazy to blog all out. Haha~

Hey peeps, Happy New Year in advance. Hope you gals and guys have a fruitful year ahead!!

Lynnie black out at 12:56 PM