[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Monday, November 07, 2005

I came across a blog and reading the blogger's love story somehow triggers some memories.

It had been nearly a year and I realized how time flies. All this while, I am always keeping myself busy with work and hanging out with friends make myself more occupied.

Alot of people are pretty surprised that I'm not attached. Do I look as if I have the 'I have a boyfriend' look. Haha~

At times I wonder, did I really fall in love before? I can't seem to remember much about the previous relationship or how that person look like. The last communication we made was a birthday SMS that I sent to him. I found it rather stupid after sending. Its feels like the send for the sake of sending feeling but all I wanted was to give him my wishes. The reply given was so polite.

I have to admit I used to hope to bump into him when I walk pass Pacific Plaza on a Saturday night. I went Chinablack because I hope to see him there. Yeah. The last time I went clubbing in May was the day I bump into him. That was outside Pacific Plaza. Haha~ Stupid. I choose BBDC partly because he lives at Bukit Batok. I always wonder would I bump into him at Golden Mile Hawker Centre on a Saturday afternoon. That's where the NS pple get their stuff.

I stopped my driving lessons due to budget and time constraint. Thought of switching to private instead, school is too costly. Shall plan well before I decide on anything..

I seem to be in a daze now. I guess some memories still stay but feelings fade. But the funny thing is, I can't remember much. Is it considered a good or bad?

As usual, I am abit contradicting. I can't remember much yet I hope to bump into him. But somehow I feel that we might not even recognize each other now. I believed we all had changed and people might even got himself a galfriend or what so ever.

Anyway, I just wana blog out my thoughts. I guess its healthier this way then bottling all inside.

Lynnie black out at 3:43 PM