[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Sunday, October 16, 2005

Alone at home with just the sounds from the TV accompanying me to pass this lonely Saturday nightz. Sounds pathetic huhz.. I'm just lazy to go out and moreover friends are all busy with their own life. I guess spending time alone isn't that bad either.

Retail therapy really works on me. It could at least temporally take away all the stress from work and other issues that is affecting me. Met up with Nana yesterday for Ajisen Ramen at PS. After the ramen session, we made our way to look for Wen at Somerset Bossini. Was scanning for Wen when we reached the shop.

Suddenly, there's this guy saying "Yiwen is not working today". Me and Nana were like so embarrass coz we thought no one knew we were looking for her. Our purpose was to give her a surprise and pass her some cookies. Instead, we left the cookies with her colleagues to pass to her and and left. Our next destination was Taka's Watsons. We spent a rather long time there before we made our purchase. I just wanted to get some new clothings but normally I won't manage to get anything if I had nothing in mind. In the end, I bought 2 pair of earrings at Fareast.

Something happen on our way to MRT, Nana broke her slippers!! I ran all the way back to Fareast to get her a pair of slippers or whatever I could find. But it was already 10pm and most of the shops were closed! Luckily, one shop was still opened and I managed to get her a pair of slippers. In the end, she sold the slippers to me coz it seems to suits me more.

Recently, I hasn't been feeling exactly happy at work. I feel that the relationship with my colleagues was not really good. It isn't bad either but its just I can't seem to clique with them. I don't know izzit me or the environment. I left kinda left out at lots of occasions. I can't make myself to purposely clique wif them coz it seems all so fake. That is just not me. Work is stress too. I kinda feel that there's no use working so hard when I can't seem to get any job satisfaction. I had to endure scoldings for stuffs that is none of my business just becoz I am a Customer Service Officer. I wonder how long can I take all these but I'll just endure. After all, its just work. I just hope things will turn out to be better.

Lynnie black out at 11:22 AM