[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Time really flies, I'm 20 now. An age that is neither young nor old. I actually look forward to being 20. Its like stepping into another stage of my life where thoughts and beliefs are becoming more mature.

Looking back, I indeed change alot over the years whethere in terms of appearances or character. Things I had done and every path I took brought me to where I am today and what I am now. There were things that I regretted and also some I am thankful for. No matter what, I'm still thankful for what I have now.

My 20th birthday celebration was nothing fancy. Just met up with my 2 darlings, Tong and Baoqi on the actual day for KTV and chilling session at coffee club. Both of them just knew how to make my day. I guess my hints are obvious enough. Haha. I had an ice cream cake with candles, a birthday card from them. Not to forget a book from Baoqi. The interesting thing is tat I wished for a birthday card and I did had one...!! Somemore, its from my 2 darlings. I love hand written cards. It just makes my heart warmth. With company of the 2 gals, I feel like the happiest gal in the world.

Not to forget abt the birthday greetings I received from my friends and the 70 bucks levis vouchers my poly gfs gave me. Some surprise greetings from certain people as well.

Surprise to receive a birthday sms from him. I actually deleted away his number quite some time ago as a form of letting go. I really succeeded. I took quite sometime to figure out who smsed me when I received tat msg. I know it clearly that he belong to the past. I'm still thankful for him making an entry to my life. I smiled as I look back, no longer feeling sad. I don't need a handphone to remember his number, I already remember it by heart since the day we met. =)

Lynnie black out at 2:23 PM