[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Last weekend was an enjoyable one especially Saturday.

Met up with my secondary classmates, mostly gals I clique with during sec 3 and 4. Been really long since we met up. Ever since we graduated from outram, we went on to lead different lives and hardly contact. I guess mainly because we still stick to our sec 1 and 2 clique. I'm no different from them but those gals made my upper sec life memorable.

The gathering was great.Those that were present include Esther, Serena, Junwei, Baoyun, Irene,Wenqing. 7 of us spent the whole afternoon at Wheellock Sakae chatting abt the old times and gossiping. It just feels like we were back in outram seated in canteen benches having our lunch during our break. All commented that I have changed the most among them. I guess its because they haven't met me for such a long time so the difference was big.

Anyway, there is one thing that do not change is the special friendship I share with the gals. Though we don't meet frequently, we still talk like we were still classmates. There are 2 person I would especially like to mention, Serena and Esther.

Serena
Back in our secondary school days, we were 2 devoted er hu players in our orchestra. No matter how discouraging the attendance were, we were the only 2 that went for each and every practice. She's always the better player and more hardworking one whether in terms of practice and studies. We were different in many ways but there is one thing we have in common was the same passion for orchestra. We went through from being a normal member to becoming the committe. She's my best orchestra buddy. My 4 years in orchestra would be meaningless without her by my side.

Esther
This gal is too good to be true. She has a pair of beautifully eyes, a heart of gold and a loving boyfriend who has been with her since their primary school days.~. We used to have some misunderstanding during secondary one but it was cleared. To think back, its really childish of us. She hardly has any temper and is very patient with people. Miss the times that we used to buy bubble tea and chill out at her house after our classes. Those were just the sweet old days.

After the gathering, I went over to PS to catch Initial D with Yuanru and Nana. Jay Chou is soo cute and the cars were cool as well. Overall, it was a great show. I love the cars...!! We could not decide what to eat after the movie and finally settled ourselves at Wheellock N.Y.D.C. They still serve really good bake rice and not to forget cheesecakes....!! Mango Tango cheesecakes rocks..!! Any all cheesecakes just rocks..~

My health isn't really good these days, sick once again. Caught the flu virus and gt an ulcer on my tongue again. The exact same spot as last time. Gonna stuff myself with lots of vitamin C and water.

Lastly, all people please take care of your health. There's nothing more precious then your health.

Lynnie black out at 2:47 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005

OSS Sec 4/7 2001 Gals Gathering at Wheellock Sakae on 25th June

Top Left down: Esther, Wenqing, Serena, Me

Top right down: Irene, Baoyun, Junwei

More photos here.

Lynnie black out at 1:19 PM

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Lynnie black out at 6:35 PM

Friday, June 24, 2005

Special~Special~Special.

Today is a special day.

Lynnie black out at 2:00 AM

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Time really flies, I'm 20 now. An age that is neither young nor old. I actually look forward to being 20. Its like stepping into another stage of my life where thoughts and beliefs are becoming more mature.

Looking back, I indeed change alot over the years whethere in terms of appearances or character. Things I had done and every path I took brought me to where I am today and what I am now. There were things that I regretted and also some I am thankful for. No matter what, I'm still thankful for what I have now.

My 20th birthday celebration was nothing fancy. Just met up with my 2 darlings, Tong and Baoqi on the actual day for KTV and chilling session at coffee club. Both of them just knew how to make my day. I guess my hints are obvious enough. Haha. I had an ice cream cake with candles, a birthday card from them. Not to forget a book from Baoqi. The interesting thing is tat I wished for a birthday card and I did had one...!! Somemore, its from my 2 darlings. I love hand written cards. It just makes my heart warmth. With company of the 2 gals, I feel like the happiest gal in the world.

Not to forget abt the birthday greetings I received from my friends and the 70 bucks levis vouchers my poly gfs gave me. Some surprise greetings from certain people as well.

Surprise to receive a birthday sms from him. I actually deleted away his number quite some time ago as a form of letting go. I really succeeded. I took quite sometime to figure out who smsed me when I received tat msg. I know it clearly that he belong to the past. I'm still thankful for him making an entry to my life. I smiled as I look back, no longer feeling sad. I don't need a handphone to remember his number, I already remember it by heart since the day we met. =)

Lynnie black out at 2:23 PM

Friday, June 17, 2005

I am officially 20....!!

Happy Birthday to me...!

Lynnie black out at 3:46 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Recently, the topics were like all about enlisting and more enlisting.
Friends talking abt how much they will miss their bfs when they enlist and how they are going to live without them by their side all those.

Come on, those guys would only be inside for like 2 weeks for now and they would be out.
And its only part and parcel of being a Singapore guy.
Nothing major would happen in these 2 weeks and its not as if they would leave them for good.

But 2 years is different.
2 years is neither a short nor long time.
Even though there are weekends where couples would meet, but many things could still happen in between. Maybe, the guys would have a change of heart.
I mentioned change of heart, it does not mean they fall for someone else.
My change of heart means they might have a different mindsap.
Like being a relationship now isn't one of their main priorities and its time for them to think about what they really want to do after that 2 years in NS. The same applies for girls too.

If the guys decided to leave because of this, its kind of understandable.
I believe they do this for the good of both parties.
It really depends on the way you see things.
Some may feel that its juz an excuse and maybe they are sick of the r/s etc.

I personally feel a guy should be responsible for his life 1st before he can be responsible for others. Some guys choose to end it early because they don't want to delay the chance of those gals finding happiness. Its not that they don't love them anymore but in a different way. Sometimes separation might not be a bad thing afterall. Its through this, people start to grow and realize what they really want. Eventually, they grow to be a better person.

No one can predict what will happen the next minute, much more 2 years.
Be glad for what you have and treasure people around you.

All couples,
There's nothing to worry about if the foundation of the r/s is strong.
With trust and faith, everything could be tied through.
Furthermore, its jus NS.

What's NS anyway?
Its just a good physical and discipline training ground for guys.
Really look forward to see what my guy friends will become after going through this.
Guys really will mature after going through this.
My brother is the best example.
My bro used to be really a lazy bum, always ordering me and my sis to do simple task for him like getting a cup of water, washing dishes.
I have no ideal what NS did to him.
After he's out, he became more responsible and he even knows how to wash his own clothes and cooks! He even cook better than me and my sis.
Maybe that's why most big chefs are guys.

Come to think of it, NS isn't that bad afterall?

Lynnie black out at 4:30 PM