[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Sunday, May 22, 2005

I'm officially empolyed by AIA under a 3 months contract...!!
Gonna be a typical office lady at raffles place.
AIA is near Lau Pa Sat and ITP place.
Hmm.. Can have my favourite Ban Mian again~ =D

Happy 20th Birthday To Nana~
We gonna have a great day later on.~

Hmm.. getting abit too excited.

Today is Saturday and its gonna be my day.................!
=)

Lynnie black out at 2:56 AM

Monday, May 16, 2005

Hmm... Been like a week since I update..
Basically my life now revolves around going for job interviews, doing household chores, going out friends and slacking around.
I believe that I will get the job I want soon and that good things have to wait.

Was out just now for SP Band concert at Victoria Concert Hall.
Last year MD was better.
Esplande is still the best place to hold a band concert in Singapore.

Yesterday, went out with Baoqi and Maytong in the afternoon.
We went to this flea market near the copothne hotel.
Saw lots of interesting people and stuff there.

After the flea market, decided to head to Chinatown for dumplings.
When we got there, realized that the hawker center was closed for renovation.
So, we headed down to cine for Long John instead.
Saw Huraong and Shukai there too.
Hope everything is going well for them.
I am looking forward to hear good news.

After dinner, we just chilled out at the Spinelli outside Hereen.
I just love chilling out with this 2 gfs of mine.
I wonder how we clique so well despite having such major differences in characteristics.
something are just so interesting.

Went Chinablack for Michelle's birthday celebration.
A couple of some " long time never see" seniors went as well.
It was just a so so night at Chinablack except that I met Rae there.
Michelle mentioned to me that she saw Darren when she met Yapmeng they all for dinner.
At 1st I thought she saw him in Chinablack.
My heart just skipped when I heard his name.
This is the 1st time mentioning his name ever since we parted.
1/2 a year had passed. I shall just face it.
All this while, I won't deny that I still hope that he would contact me again.
I am still waiting.
Waiting for something out of nothing.
But this does not mean that I held hopes of being together with him.

During the chilling session, I was still mentioning to Baoqi that I wish to meet him once more before he enlists. Or at least, bump into him in town or something like that. That's basically all I wish for, to see him again. To see is already enough for me, even if no conversations are involved. I know we don't have much topics also and I held no hopes of being together with him. Each time I came across his pics, its always the sunshine smile I see. I am happy that he's smiling but sad that I could not be one of the people that makes him smile. I miss him. I always do. Nothing and no one can stop me coz I choose not to forget. Each time I went to the temple , I prayed to Buddha to let me meet him again and for his wellness. I hope that he is doing fine now and I wana ask him to eat more...! He seem to have slim down. Hmm.. Anyway, its not up to me to worry about him coz I have no right to. Just wish him happiness and wellness.

One of my the items in 20th Birthday wishlist:

1)To bump into him and ask him to eat more.

=D

That's all for now.

Pray that I get the job I want soon.

Lynnie black out at 2:58 PM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

How much you all know about me?

Try this.

Lynnie black out at 3:15 AM

Monday, May 09, 2005

New fav hangout:

Mac Cafe @ Shaw.

New online hangout:

http://lynnblur.multiply.com/

Lynnie black out at 4:58 AM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Crazed.

Jaded.

Meaningless.

Disappointment.

It all lies in the question marks.

People don't practice what they preach.

That's all I know.

Lynnie black out at 4:51 PM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Potato Salad

Lynnie black out at 9:30 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

1 year.

1 month.

Even 1 day.

As time passes, the environment you are in changes and people around you change.

I miss, hate, love and dream.

No longer the same.

Lynnie black out at 3:42 AM

Monday, May 02, 2005

I don't understand why I can't I get a job.
People around me are like all employed.
I'm not being choosy.
Out of all the resumes I sent out, none of them responded...!!
I wonder if the resumes I sent out actually get to the destinations.

I'm going crazy soon.
Results not good enough to get to uni and no money to further.
No job, no cash.
Life's just so unfair in someway of another.

Life sucks for the timing.

Hope this month will be a good month for me..!!

I'm looking forward to something great coming along.

Lynnie black out at 8:10 AM