[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Thursday, April 07, 2005

I'm getting kind of restless.
Counting down to my 1st and last paper on 13 april.
Those taking DMDW paper will be freed today..!!
I just wana get done with the past paper and move on.

Yesterday, I came across something that reminded me of that him.
I thought I had done well in hiding all the stuff that relates to him but I can't escape the fate of "coming across".
This throughly triggers me.
Just as I'm feeling real bad, Nana and Wen msg me in MSN at the same time..!! Love you gals!!
Kind of showed them what I had came across.
Its something that made me realised it wasn't worth feeling upset over him.
Never will it be anymore.

I hate but to say..
I still miss him even though its already 4 months eversince everything ended.
It becomes a love-hate feeling.
Time pass and to a certain extend, I have moved on.
But thoughts of him never leaves.

I still remember myself crying in the toilet secretly to prevent my family from knowing.
I also cried while watching Meet the Fockers.
At that point of time, I even told baoqi I wana learn to play pool to accomodate to him.
Friends know that I suck at playing pool.
Came to think of it, its pretty funny and stupid.

I guess that's life.
If you are bad in your studies, u can control.
But in a r/s, u can't control how a person think.
If he/she feels that its the end, its the end.
It takes 2 hands to clap.

"People might care about people who care about themselves.
But I don't care about those people."

Extracted from Miss Congeniality 2.

I love this phrase.

Lynnie black out at 3:39 AM