[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Saturday, April 30, 2005

More Updates~~

Been going out everyday eversince last Saturday.

Sunday (24/04)
Met up with Benson for another cafe expedition. This time round, we went to the Coffee Club Express at Wisma. I had mine rambutan freeze and he had a summer tea freeze. In addition, we ordered a mudpie. Forgot what's the name of the mudpie but it taste great~, not too sweet. I'll let the pictures do the talking. Click here for the pics.

Monday (25/04)
Went to various job agencies to leave my name and resume and none called me up till now!! My cash is running out soon and I feel like some useless bum without a job.

Saw Chingling at orchard and she told me she's working for Starhub as a temp staff. What's more, I am interested in the jobscope thought the pay wasn't really good. Before that, I went Starhub for an interview for its customer care consultant. I was short listed for the post but I rejected. Din really like the working hours as it requries us to perform shift work. However, the pay is good, $9/hr.

Whatever it is, I hoped to be employed asap. I wana earn money for my degree and the mini biz I gonna do with Nana and Wen.

Tuesday (26/04)
Went to club's chalet at Changi Coast Walk organised by Yapemeng they all. Did lots of catching up with them. Didn't want to stay over intially but in the end I did. Watched sunrise and crap alot with them.

Nice and simple gathering.

Wednesday (27/04)
I finally knew the feeling of getting drunk. It wasn't a good feeling. Clubbed all the way from Chinablack to Zouk. Was suppose to meet Michelle and Rose to go CB. Before meeting them, had dinner with Maytong. Dragged her to CB with me since she wasn't going anywhere to club that night. I guess she wasn't that used to CB music and all sort of stuff.

We left for Zouk after a couple for drinks. I was drunk and kept telling her all sort of nonesnse. I told her something like vodlka orange was nice and I wanted to eat prata, can't remember much also. Ate Mac before going over to Zouk.

Music at Phuture was great. Its the best among the 3 times I went. I started feeling nauseous and I puke. Horrible feeling.

Before going home, went to river valley for prata. Upon reaching home, I puke again. Arghz.

I never want to get drunk again..!

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Shall stop here.
To be continued if I ain't lazy.

Lynnie black out at 3:55 PM

Better do some updating before my blog gets infested with spider webs.

ICT ADD 05
Last Saturday, 23rd April was ICT ADD. This could be considered as the most anticipated event of the year. Din really manage to get my classmates to go. Long story.. Shall not mention about it.

In the end, Huarong, AK, Michelle, Kelly and me went back as ex comm, rather then graduates. All the preparation I did for the event are rather last minute, only managed to get the shoes, accessories and other stuff ready on Friday. This time round, I din manage to get Cammie to do the make up for me. Luckily, the make up I did for myself wasn't that bad. I wore a champange pink tube dress with pearl necklace and white heels, nothing really fancy.

Before arriving at Phoniex Hotel (My sec school prom was held there too. -_-) , met up with Michelle to get our hair done at Fareast. Went back to the salon we went last year. Surprisingly, the lady that did our hair last year still remembers us!! Nice lady.. =) My hair are in good hands with her, she knows exactly what I want.

Arrived Phoniex at around 7.00pm. The event started off at around 7.30pm with the VIPs arriving. The amount of people that went is considered little as compared to other schools. There are only 9 tables, with 3 tables for the VIP and committee. So to be exact, there are only 7 1/2 tables of graduates. Haha. What's with the 1/2?? The 1/2 are me and mich they all coz we are seated with the other ICT juniors. Nevertheless, the atmosphere was rather cozy and entertainment is good.

Got nominated as one of the prom queen. I was made to do this Indian dance and I got accused of tickling the host...!! Though I din win, I had lots of fun as well. After the whole event, went out with the juniors for movie and chilling out session at swensens.

Though it don't really feels like a graduation night or so, its still a great gathering with my clubmates and juniors.

Some of the ADD pics. Click on image for bigger version.

My dress code

469

AK with the Gals

Waicheng & Me

Chewling & Me

Yapmeng & Me

ICT Family

Other pics could be found on the link in the previous post.
Just updated the album.

Lynnie black out at 1:40 PM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Click here for ADD pics!!

Will be back for more updates.

Lynnie black out at 6:00 AM

Monday, April 25, 2005

I treasure and cherish.

But I don't get treasured and cherished.

Lynnie black out at 10:17 AM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Simplicity is the key to happiness.

To think too much is to complicate matters.

I lead a simple life with simple people around me.
Sometimes I just wish that my life would be more interesting.
I love meeting people but it seems that the environment I'm in doesn't allow me to do so.
The environment you are in really affects how your life is going to be like.

My life has been rather mono.
I just want to be put to sleep forever like an unwanted pet.
When I'm asleep , its the only time I do not need to think.
Thinking really kill lots of brain cells and consumes most of my energy.
I'm drained.
There's so much to think about.

To be simple or complicated.

To seek simplicity in this complicated world.

I am simple yet complicated.

Geminis are contradicting creatures that confuse themselves and others.

Lynnie black out at 3:22 PM

Friday, April 22, 2005

My prediction is right again.

Very right.

Lynnie black out at 4:50 PM

Thursday, April 21, 2005

6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.

Lynnie black out at 2:59 AM

Back from a 2 day 1 night chalet from monday to tuesday.
It was a rather last minute thingy.
A form of gathering for the FYP peeps (Ru,Wen,Nana,Weipeng,Kelvin,Wanling, Me) and a surprise celebration for Shiyun.
But she wasn't really that surprise.
Anyway, everything went on well.

FYP peeps were all present except that wanling.
Hope we'll have a full gathering again.

The fun part of the chalet was that we went night cycling..!!
And what's more, I only managed to learn how to cycle on sunday.
We cycled from Pasir Ris to Tampines to Simei and back.
Ru was the road directory.
Met with quite a few accidents during the journey.
I landed myself in the bushes for quite a few times.
Knocked onto a lamp post that results me flying of the bike.
My legs are full of brusies now.
To think of it, its rather funny.

I actually din expect myself to learn to cycle so fast.
I always thought I'm just pure stupid and I will never learn how to do so.
Rather surprise with myself, going night cycling one day after I just learned the basics.
I'm beginning to change.
I don't set limits for myself now.
After conquering the bike.
The next thing I wana conquer is the car..!!
Sounds ambitious?
I believe I can do it.
=)

On our way home in the train, we saw this lady in yellow walking to and fro.
I named her "Walking Banana".
She was dressed from top to toe yellow.
Even her umbrella is yellow in color.
Think's she abit of mentally unstable.
Everyone's like just looking at her.

Back home and I slept all the way from 12 plus to 7.
Woke up for dinner and went back to sleep.
Slept till this morning, 10 plus.

Now, I'm stuck at home again.
Flipping Recurit, hoping to find a job.
When will this kind of life stop.
I wana get busy, earn money..

Today's wednesday, ladies night @ Chinablack.
I wana drink freee vodlka orange.
I wana know how much I drink will get me drunk.
I'm going crazy.
Haha.

Agnes, can u make it tonight?
I guess not coz u told me you got curfew...!!

Its a day of staying at home again.

Lynnie black out at 2:26 AM

Monday, April 18, 2005

Geminis have spilt personalities.

I'm a typical gemini.

I'm happy the way I'm.

Lynnie black out at 4:00 PM

Saturday, April 16, 2005

My prediction is right.

You were suppose to be there that night.

I guess its all fated.

But so what if we happen to meet.

It would be a hi, byee thingy.

I'm drained.

I need activities to keep me alive and occupied.

I need a job.

Lynnie black out at 1:40 AM

Friday, April 15, 2005

Last night, went Chinablack with Karen, Sukhing, Agnes, Janet and her friend.
Agnes's friends came at a later time.

Had a great time drinking and dancing.
Dance till my legs gonna break.
Free flow of vodlka orange..
Nice..
I'm a better drinker than I thought I am.

Wish that Wen and Nana was there as well.
U gals miss the fun.. haha
We'll make a trip there soon ya..

Time to get some beauty sleep.
I'm tired.

Lynnie black out at 2:30 PM

Yesterday, 13 April marks the end of my school life in SP.
Mix feelings.
3 years of ups and downs, laughter and tears and so much more.

Most people would often say that secondary school friends are the best.
But for my case, both poly and sec sch friends are great.
Maybe, I'm just a naive gal that trust people too easily.
I think that everyone is nice.

I am a rather quiet and reserved gal during my secondary school days.
Therefore, it results me in having not much friends.
The 2 most trusted sec sch babes , Maytong and Baoqi.
We are all busy with each other's life after we graduate from secondary school.
We meet once in a zillion years but we have a bond that only the 3 of us knows.
It still feels great to meet them.

Over the 3 years, I also din keep much contact with my other sec school friends.
Have no ideal why also, perhaps I'm just someone to be forgotten easily.
My life is weird, up and downs.

I once make a promise to myself when I step into poly.
"I mustn't be as reserved as during secondary school days, I must be more socialable"
I don't know if I had achieve this.
Coz it feels that in the end, I'm still pretty much the same but somehow better.

Year 1
The excitement of stepping into SP, making new friends in a new environment.
Getting use of how poly life works..
The fun all begins here..

Year 2
The most fruitful year of my poly life.
Being in the management committee of ICT club had exposed me to lots of things.
Made lots of great friends over here , especially the CI gang.
Though life was busy, having to cope with events and school work.
I had lots of fun.
Here , also marks the start of my 1st serious r/s.

Year 3
Not much to mention.
Step down as MC.
Start of ITP.
ITP was great, perhaps was because someone special is with me.
Going back to school for FYP after a sem long of ITP.
Here, also marks the end of the r/s.
Did and say things I never expected.
Shut up myself and put most of my time in the stressful FYP.
This is also the year, I mature and realize that alot of things are not within my control.
I just have to let things go the way they do at certain times.

Now, I'm already a graduate of SP.
Time to think like an adult.
Gotta look for a job and contribute to the family.

Anyone want to employ me?

Lynnie black out at 4:37 AM

Monday, April 11, 2005

Tremors felt in Singapore again.
This time round, I felt it again.
It seems that the area I live in seem to be greatly affected.
I saw people living in the opposite block running out of the building.

Around this time last year, the collapse of Nicoll Highway affects my area.
Now, its the tremors caused by the Sumatra earthquake.

The collapse of Nicoll Highway created topics for me and you.
I could still remember the we walked all the way from Orchard to there on my19th birthday.

Exactly one year ago, everything was still so sweet.
One year later, everything seems like a dream.
A dream that I never want to wake up from.

Time may pass but you still live in my heart.
I won't do anything to remind you of my existence.
I tried hard to forget but I failed terriblely.

I am defeated by you.

Lynnie black out at 12:29 PM

Sunday, April 10, 2005

I pray and hope that happier days would come along.

Will God/Buddha answer my prayers?

Lynnie black out at 1:00 PM

Thursday, April 07, 2005

DBIT 3A10 04/05

"i MISS my Daes in e 3a10 GODDNESS FARM :: DuDiGong, TaPoGong, full-time gf NaNa, KuangYin, pet Hamster & Bowling"

I saw this the moment I logon to msn.
That's Wen's nick.
3a10 is our FYP grouping.
The others are nicknames of us...!!

DuDiGong: Kelvin. This guy is full of lame jokes. Not to forget he can really sing..! His debut single "Bao You Wo" never fails to bless us and keep us entertained.

TaPoGong: Weipeng. The sporty guy in our group. Great designing and criticising skills. =X

Full time gf NaNa: So much to say abt her. One of my best poly pals. A nice gf for both guys and gals.

Kuang Yin: Yuanru. Leader of 3a10. She's chatty, smart and patient. My all time favourite KTV mate and "going to school" mate.

pet Hamster: Hmm.. no need much description I guess. =D

Bowling: Wanling. She's peite and trendy. A small gal a rather loud voice. Love her positiveness and her smile. =)

Last but not least...
Wen: I can't think of any nickname for you. She's my all time fav gf as well. Always late for class. She's one positive gal as well. Love her hair, smile and most importantly her company!!

Thats all abt our FYP group.
Will post our group photo when I get them.

Anyway, will miss u people. The tough times at T2136 are over and we all gonna lead different paths soon. Just hope that we could still gather once in a while and remember the tough and fun time..! =)

Lynnie black out at 2:29 PM

I'm getting kind of restless.
Counting down to my 1st and last paper on 13 april.
Those taking DMDW paper will be freed today..!!
I just wana get done with the past paper and move on.

Yesterday, I came across something that reminded me of that him.
I thought I had done well in hiding all the stuff that relates to him but I can't escape the fate of "coming across".
This throughly triggers me.
Just as I'm feeling real bad, Nana and Wen msg me in MSN at the same time..!! Love you gals!!
Kind of showed them what I had came across.
Its something that made me realised it wasn't worth feeling upset over him.
Never will it be anymore.

I hate but to say..
I still miss him even though its already 4 months eversince everything ended.
It becomes a love-hate feeling.
Time pass and to a certain extend, I have moved on.
But thoughts of him never leaves.

I still remember myself crying in the toilet secretly to prevent my family from knowing.
I also cried while watching Meet the Fockers.
At that point of time, I even told baoqi I wana learn to play pool to accomodate to him.
Friends know that I suck at playing pool.
Came to think of it, its pretty funny and stupid.

I guess that's life.
If you are bad in your studies, u can control.
But in a r/s, u can't control how a person think.
If he/she feels that its the end, its the end.
It takes 2 hands to clap.

"People might care about people who care about themselves.
But I don't care about those people."

Extracted from Miss Congeniality 2.

I love this phrase.

Lynnie black out at 3:39 AM

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Women's Ultimate Test - Loving a Man Without Money

Men's Ultimate Test - Loving A Woman While Having Alot Of Money

Lynnie black out at 3:10 AM

Sunday, April 03, 2005

1. Your name
- Lynn Jang Hui Bin

2. Where were your parents born
-Singapore

3. What is the last thing you downloaded
- Job application form.

4. What is your favourite restaurant?
- Lots!! Fish&Co, N.Y.DC...

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
- Hmm..can't remember..

6. Have you ever been in a school play
- Nope

7. How many kids do you want
- 2!! One boy and one gal.

8. Type of music you DISLIKE most
- Techno.

9. Are you registered to vote?
- Nope

10. Do you have a car
- I can't even drive..

11. Do you like rollercoasters
- yeah..!!

12. Ever prank call any1 b4?
- Yup..

13. Chattin with?
- Nope..Guess everyone is sleeping now..

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky divin
- Sky diving

15. Are you shy
-Depends on situation.

16. Do you think you're popular
- I guess nope.

17. What's the size of your bed
- Single.

18. Do you really know all the words to
your national anthem
- hmmm.. *shrugs*

19. Bath or Shower
- Shower

20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4
months
- Shall we dance.

21. What's the next movie you want to see
- Miss Congeniality 2

22. Chips or popcorn
- Fine with both.

23. Have you ever broken any1s heart
- Yup..

24. Status
-Single

25. Are you a good cook?
- Not a really good one but not a bad one either. =D

26. Orange or Apple juice
- Apple...!!

27. Who you last went out to dinner with
and where did you go to..?
- Fareast Long John Sliver with Huarong.

28. Fave drink
-Jia jia liang Teh, Ice blended Mocha, Nescafe Black with milk,Root beer.

29. Best thing in the world
- Being able to be alive.

30. Have you ever broken a bone
-Yeah.. When I was primary 6.

31. Have you ever won a trophY?
- Nope.. Does medals counts?

32. What is your favorite board game
- Monopoly...=D

33. Someone in mind
- Yup.. but its over..

34. Do you have a bf/gf
- Yup...! lots of gfs.

35. Do you still love your ex?
- Hmm.. .=)

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform
to work?
- Yup..Ajisen and Cafe Cartel..

37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy
- Nivea All Day Aqua moisturer

38. Who are you going to marry
- My future husband which I hadn't met yet.

39. Who would you like to meet
- God.

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- Yes and No.

41. Whats your favourite song right now?
- My Happy Ending.

42. Where would you go for a romantic
evening?
- No preferences.

43. How many pairs of shoes do you own
- 4. 2.. Both converse.. I love converse shoes...!!

44. Last song stuck in your head
- My Happy Ending.

45. Any pets
- 2 Hamsters~.

46. Best Teevee show rite now
- Ru Hua. She keeps me at home on Sunday. Haha~

47. What is one thing you would like to
learn to do?
- Re learn how to play Er Hu or learn to play the piano.

48. What do you do when you are bored
- Watch TV, sleep, chat.

49. How would you want someone to
appreciate you?
- The best that they can.

50. What is the one thing that you are
grateful for today??
- To be alive till now.

Lynnie black out at 6:02 PM

Agnes asked me to go chinablack just now.
After much hesitation, I decided to go.
Just as I am preparing to go out, my mom came back.
I knew that's the end.
I told her I'm going to have supper with my friends.
I can't fool her with this coz she's my mom.
She knows me the best.
You can fool anyone but not your mother.
In the end, I'm stuck at home.

Went out with Huarong this afternoon.
We went Milenian Walk and then to Orchard.
Saw Michelle and Huarong saw her classmate.

Talked about our plans after we graduate from SP.
Both of us don't wana work in IT related line.
ITP and FYP left us feeling real sick of IT.

I am happy with myself.
I sent in my 1st job application today.
Its a start of the another chapter of my life.
Hope it reaches the destination.
Its a job that gonna change my life.
Pray that I get short listed for the interview.

Someone from another club told me that she hardly sees me in SAC now.
The amazing thing is I seldom talked to her and the most is I just smiled to her when I met her each time.
Explained to her that I had stepped down and due to my ITP last semester, I kind of lost touch with club.
Furthermore, I need to complete my FYP within this semster.

Or maybe, I just don't want to go there anymore.
Its a place that left me too much memories.
Sweet and bitter memories.

realized ever since school starts this semester, I only stepped into SAC once.
That only one time.
I went there alone, with anticipation.
In the end, its disappointment.

When you anticipate too much, the greater disappointment you get.
The impact is so big that you can't feel it at that point of them.
You feel numb.
Its only the after effects that left you knowing how great the disappointment is.

That's when all the destruction came unknowingly.
That's when you do things with your heart and not your mind.
That's when you can't stop thinking.
Everything just happen before you have anytime to react.

After so much bad stuffs and disappointments since the beginning of the year.
I pray that something better will come my way.

Lynnie black out at 5:57 PM