[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Life's getting so lifeless as each day passes.
Less than 2 weeks to fyp deadline but I'm already like totally drain out.
The thought of going to school everyday, coding inside 2136 really freaks me out now.
Juz like what Ru says "I dun wana wake up tml. The thought of coding makes me so sick!".

Went Cine with Agnes and Ru just now.
Wanted to catch a movie but none of the timing suits us.
Today is kind of our only early off day.
Lab closes at 5pm today.
Other days, it would be 8pm!!
So tml, its again sunshine when I reach school, sky turns dark when I left school.
Sickening... but life's gonna be more sick when I graduate.

Nowadays, I have been hearing couples breaking up.
Hmm.. season for breaking up??
I don't know why I feel sad for them.
Though I kind of dislike the sight of loving couples now,
I don't wish to hear any of them breaking up.
It takes lots of time and trust to build up a relationship.
But all it takes is for a sentence or a simple telephone call to end it or worst still ending sliently.
I don't know why it could just end like that.

Whatever it is, it takes 2 hands to clap.
If one hand stops, there's no point for the other to continue.
I learn something new.
In a relationship, I want it or nothing at all.
If love is to be spared to me, I rather don't want it.
If its so difficult for you to love me, stop loving me.
You had stopped.
Time for me to stop ?
No, I still love you but the love changes.
Its more of loving a friend now.
The love I used to give don't apply to you now.
If I start to love, its difficult for me to stop.
But everything has to come to an end.
I clearly understand that its all over between us.

An end to something, is a beginning to another.

I realise I slowly getting back to the Lynn I used to be.
I gain 3 kg within a month.. Haha..
I guess another 3kg within another month should not be a problem.
I pamper myself more now.
Eat whatever I want, sleep as much as I want.

Life's freaking short.
Enjoy it.
Treasure and Cherish every good things and people around you.
Before you know, you may already lose them.

Lynnie black out at 3:37 AM