Great music at Phuture last night.
Freaking big crowds.

Clubbing is fun, but is this what I really like?
Or juz I wana numb myself tempoarily.
And realise that everything is still the same when I wake up in the morning.

You once asked me if stress could change a person.
I can tell you..
the answer is yes.
Juz look at me.

So many people commented how much I had slim down.
I juz replied "FYP stress".

Really realised how much I had changed ever since.
The only thing that din change is my love for you..
So many times, I wanted to sms/call you.
But the outcome is predicted.
It would only make myself feel worst.

The best way to love you is to stop bothering you.
Loving you quietly.
Its hurts..till now.

I can only confess myself in this online diary.

I have to be strong infront of pple that loves me.
Its hard but I have to do it.

I told them if i could eat normally.
Means I'm ok..I'm slowly getting over.
This is to assure them.
I am sorry to make them worry.

I'll eat normally, I promise.
I need to gain back what I had lost.
I dun like to be so thin.
Stupid..