[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Sunday, February 13, 2005

I still keep the friendster msg u sent me last year.
U asked me to promote for ur club's ADD.

The day I officially met you was 26th March 2004.
At the SP SWING outing, I asked for your msn contact.
Ever since, you have always been in my mind.

The 3 weeks that you were in Vietnam,
Made me realised I'm in love with you.

The 1st movie we watched was Shrek 2.
The last movie was Bridget Jones Diary.
We started off with movies and ended of with the same thing.

I could still remember so much about you.
How much can you remember abt me?

Time spent together is not much.
But memories still stays on.

Because I love you, I gave you lots of freedom.
Because I love you, I don't mind we dun meet often.
As long as you think of me, I am contented.
I just want to be there when you need a listening ear.
That is me when I'm with you.

Until the last day, I told u I wan to end the r/s.
Its only because I love you I end it.
Have u ever understand how I felt when I did that?

I wanted to tell you I hadn't been good these 2 months.
But its only nonsense to you.

I still have so much to say to you.
I can only keep it to myself.
I long to meet you.

My friend told me this:
"He loses more than you do. He lost a gal that loves him deeply."
"You just lost a guy that dun loves you"

Is there a day, we could be like last time?
I miss you so much.

It feels good to be alone at home.
I can allow my tears to flow freely.

My tots can only be left here.
But not my tears.
I know u won't want to meet me.
I know u won't get to read this.

Its all of a sudden..
The urge to see you and to hear your voice is so strong.

I have to say.. I'm really sorry
I still love you..Alot..
My feelings for you don't just fade like that..

If ever one day, u need a listening ear..
I'll be there..

Lynnie black out at 5:40 AM