[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Friday, January 14, 2005

Tiring~

Went in lab whole day..
From 9am-8pm..
Taking short breaks in between.
Was compling reports.. S.T.R.E.S.S
What's more.. I din sleep get enough sleep last nightz..
Tired.. Tired .. Tired....!

I can forsee that we will be stayin till so late for the coming fyp days..
Hmm.. Its already the last sem..
Gonna give in all my best...!
I may be slower in learning new stuff.. But I'll be more hardworking!
I believe in putting effort.
But I came to know tat nt all things that u put in effort will get u results.
I had learnt it thru the hard way... very hard.

I had to get on with life..
Get him out of mine life as well..
Kind of realise I had been doin stupid stuff..
Stuff that I never think I will do..
Haha..
Stupid me..
Some people juz can't be bothered wif me..
Yet I still keep lying to myself..
Nana told me in ever since she knows me..
This had been my most depress period.
Haha.. really funny..
I had been showing people my weak side all these while.
I'm gg to climb out of it soon!
My frens r my best supporters!!

This should be read by all guys in the whole wide world!
Dun underestimate a gal's tears!

If a gal cries in front of u,
it means dat she couldnt take
it anymore.
If u take her hand,
she would stay with u 4 de rest of ur life;
If u let her go, she couldnt go back 2 being
herself anymore.

A gal wont cry easily,
xcept in front of de person who she love de
most,
she becomes weak.

A gal wont cry easily,
only wen she love u de most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with u 4 de rest
of ur life.

Guys, if a gal cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

When she cry rite infrnt of u,
When she cry bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel de pain n hurt she's feelin?
Think.
Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,
Infront of u,
And bcoz of u?

She cry not because she is weak,
She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,
She cry,
Because cryin silently is no longer possible,
De pain,hurt,n agony hav bcome 2 big a burden 2 b
kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a gal cry her heart out 2 u,
And all because of u,
Its time 2 look back on wat u hav done,
Only u will know de answer 2 it.

Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b 2 late 4 regrets,
It may b 2 late 2 say "im sorry".

To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do dis to a gal,
You may regret 4 de rest of ur life.
Maybe in ur life,
she's the onli one dat love u de most.
Remember dis lesson.

Got this frm somewhere..
Its really meaningful and true..
Coz it really reflects how I feel..
But he will never get to know it..
Thinking of him again does not mean that I am weak or so.
Its juz tat I treasure tis r/s even though its already the past.
Though it hurts to think of all the bad happenings..
Sometimes.. thinking of the good memories is enough..=)

Lynnie black out at 2:20 PM