[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Counting down to 4th Nov

Boring Monday....!!
Why can't time pass faster?
So that I can have total freedom to do whatever I wan!!
Sometimes I wish tat time would pass slower...
especially times tat I really enjoyed myself..
Its juz so rather contradicting...
Tat's life I guessed..

Met up wif Dear on Friday..
He got council meeting on tat day and it ended rather late.
So I got Nana to acc me while waiting for Dear.
Nana is always tat nice...
She will try to be there when I need her..
Thanks gal~
Had our dinner at Long John,Cine.
Took a few pics...
This is my favorite~

More pics can be found here.

Finally had my haircut on Saturday.
Its kind of no diff frm my previous haircut.
Juz tat the bottom part of my hair is thinner.
Yuanru had her hair highlighted too.
Juz a few strands on her bottom part.
Its bright red!!
She wanted purple initially but they dun have.
Had Katong laksa for brunch after our hair is done.
The salon is at Katong.
Therefore, trying the famous Katong laksa is a must!
We settled ourselves in one of the coffee shop.
There were quite a few to choose from.
They all sell Katong laksa.
To our disappointment, it dun taste as good as the one we used to go.
Should have gone back to the same coffee shop.

Our Katong laksa

Yuanru & Me

After our brunch, all of us took 31 to Toa Payoh.
Yuanru is meeting her frens while Nana is goin home.

Look at Yuanru's hair

As for me, I'm goin orchard to meet Dear.
Its our 4th month tat day~~!
Got a movie to catch at 4 plus.
realized tat I'm gonna be later.
I alighted at the stop near Kallang MRT.
Took a train to Somerset instead.
I reached orchard at ard 4.30pm.
Our movie as at 4.35pm.
Dear was late..
Extremely late..
He reached at 5!!
He was caught in the rain.
The cab he called arrived late too.

We caught The Manchurian Candiate.
Was a nice show.
But we missed the 1st 1/2 hr of it.
Making us dun understand certain parts of the show.
Dinner was great...!
Had our dinner at Sakae, Hereen.

We can really eat!!

After dinner, was juz shopping ard.
Went Kino to take alook at SATs books.
Realized tat I had forgotten most of my formulas.
I din touch maths for like 2 years...!
I'm really worried tat I can't pass.
But whatever it is, I'll put in my best.

Dear sent me home before he went to meet his frens.
They went Zouk!!
Never been there before.
I'm nt a clubbing person.
A pic to sum up my enrty

Another of my fav pic

More pics for the day can be found here .

Lynnie black out at 7:06 AM

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Blog*Blog*Blog

I'm getting real bored here...!!
No one to chat with and practically dunno wat to do..
Juz waiting for time to pass...

Watched Get Real on CNA on Wed..
The topic they touched on was blogging..
Y blogging became so popular, how it change pple etc..
They featured quite a few bloggers...
The famous one is Xiaxue..
Had been reading her blog for quite sometime..
Love her humour..
But the way she speaks and write is so different~
So dun judge anyone based on their blogs or the way they were online..

Blogging is fun and a place for me to pen my thoughts and feelings
There's this one guy which Diana Ser interviewed..
He said something like blogging is a waste of time..
And those people who blog their probs juz wana pity from other pple kind of stuff .
Agreed wif what Agnes said..
Blog is a freedom of speech..
If u are not happy with pple blogging their probs..
Juz dun read!!
There's also this guy that said pple should blog more on current issues..
Most pple are juz revolving on thieir life..
I guess different pple had different views abt blogging..

But anyway Blog is a great invention..
Shall blog till I'm sick of it..=)

Cutting my hair tml...
Any suggestions for me?
I think i wana rebond and cut my fringe short~
=P

Lynnie black out at 1:48 AM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

I am a Hamster

Receive comments from my previous post..
There's this guy name Morgan Kell...
He said this "You really look like a cute hamster in person."
I was laughing when I saw this!!
I guessed he's juz someone tat I dunno and happen to see my blog.
He saw the photos on my blog and he tot he was looking at a hamster.
Ak even asked me to believe in him coz he can see tat I look like a hamster!!
Interesting huhz...Hahahaha
Juz find it rather amusing tat I am a approved hamster look alike by lots of pple.
The 1st person tat discovered I looked like a hamster is Yuanru.
Think tat was during year 1..
Ever since then, lots of pple say I really look like one..
Whatever it is, I'm a nerdy hammy. =P

It Wednesday !!
Tml's Thursday.. A week is coming to an end.
11 more working days to go.
Had a rather fun day.
Ak came to meet me for lunch!!
Coz he wana see me in formal!!
Furthermore, Chingling got a lunch date with her cousin.
I dun wana lunch in myself..
So, msged Ak if he wans to make his way down to raffles to lunch wif me.
He's enjoying life now man~
Unlike Dear who has so many tests and exams.
He only has one more paper to go...!!
Tat's life for a DBIT EBT student tat is doin FYP.
Well..tat's my life next sem~

FYP is starting.
So is STRESS.
Had FYP discussion last Fri..
Outline of project is out.
Hope our self propose project is approved.

I want to cut my hair.
Kind of sick of the current hair style.
I actually wanted to cut a week before sch starts.
But I can't stand it anymore.....!!
If everything goes as what I planned..
Shall have my hair done this sat!!
My dearest small sis, Sheila, wans me to cut hair wif her nxt week.
She wans to cut before her Os.
But I am kind of impatient...
Hope can get Nana to go with me~

Had my hols planned out.
These are things I wana do:

Study and take SATs
Refresh SDT,JSP,DBMS
Learn ASP.Net
Remake of Club songbook
Help out in CI
Get a part time job.
Play
Spend more time with Dear
Catch up with friends
Bake
Go Beach...!!

Tat's abt what I wana do.
Guess there's even more than tat.
But yet to think of them~=P

Lynnie black out at 12:32 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Brand New Week

Monday again.. Brand new week..
Slacking in the office now.. Feeling hungry and tired.
Din sleep well last night..
Lots of thoughts running through my mind..
I guessed everything is solved now..

Communication between 2 persons is important
Whether is it friends,couple, or any others..
The best form of communication is face to face.
If not vocal ..
SMS or online chatting will cause lots of misunderstanding..
U can't hear or see how the person is actually reacting to everything u say..

I am tired and hungry...
Some Jap food and a can of Jia Jia liang cha will cheer me up...
Shall have them for lunch...=)

Lynnie black out at 1:30 AM

Monday, October 18, 2004

An error tat I can't solve

I am stuck wif an error tat I could not solve.. Its even tougher than any programming error.

Did I cause tat myself? Maybe.. Maybe not.. Partly yes, Partly no.

From this, I truely learn something.. Something tat not anyone should repeat again.

I hate the feeling now.

I didn't sleep well last night.
And I know is all because of you.
I dreamt tat everything was alright.
I woke up.
To know that everything was just an illusion.
I hate this.
But its just reality.
If I could turn back time
I wish tat nothing is done.

Lynnie black out at 2:00 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Home alone On a Saturday

Its a Saturday and I stayed at home the whole day!! Unbelievable!! Woke at at ard 12 and 1/2 of my day is gone. Slack throughout the whole day... Eat, Watch TV... Thinking abt lots of things too..

I dunno if I am unreasonable or what.. No matter how understanding I am.. I am still a typical gal.. My fren told me tat maybe the 2 of us dun have enough mutual understanding.. Tot abt this.. Maybe its true... Maybe nt much communication too.. Sometimes I feel tat he juz dun understand y I react that way... Somethings will be meaningless if I say them out..

Anyway, dun wish to think abt this now.. but hope it will be solved soon.

Izzit tat little thing cute..?? Its a little seal coin bank.. Hope I got the spelling right.. Hehe.. Got this as christmas present from one of my club senior last year.. But due to some matters, we already dun contact. Tats like so sad.. My friends seems to come and go so fast.. But wat matters is they did cross my path and leave footsteps in my heart.

I still use this little coin bank to save money. Hehe.. save $1 coins.. I always like to save $1 coins. Juz counted hw much was there inside.. Got a fairly good amount.. Wana name the money I save in this bank as "Christmas Funds". Saving this amount of money so tat I can get Christmas prezzie for all my loved ones.. Hehe..

Feel tat I am kind of broke... Tat time still say I wana save part of my itp pay but in the end I spend them all every month.. I will always get someting tat is worth more than 100 bucks each month when I get my pay..

1st month: Contact lense $130
2nd month: Levis Jeans $149.90
3rd month: Maybe get a new phone..Samung E600C

See... Get wat I mean.. Ahaha.. tats y.. the remaining of my pay I will use it for other expenses like food or entertainment fees when I go out and enjoy.

I seriously need to get a job in this coming hols... To keep myself occupied and earn some money for the coming semester too.. Any jobs to recommand?? Pls tell me....!!

Tml is a Sunday again... No plans.... Sick of staying at home.. Yet lazy to go out... Wan him to call me bt yet dunno wat to say.. Contradicting? I feel tat too..

Lynnie black out at 2:11 PM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

HaPpY BirThdAy DeaR

Been a week since I touched my blog. Juz dun feel like blogging for the past one week.

Yesterday was Dear's 19th Birthday~! Met him up at Raffles Place and we went Cine to catch White Chicks. Had our dinner at Edo Sushi. Think its gonna be our last time there. The service is so slow and they dun have my fav bake salmon maki..

White Chicks is a super hilarious show. An entertaining show too. Was laughing throughout the movie.

I didn't know what to give him for his birthday so I baked him a brownie.. Hehe

Brownies

This is how the brownie looks like. Gonna thanks Ching Ling for allowing me to go to her house on a Sunday to bake tat. Thanks gal~.

I love baking....!! I wana get an oven.. Maybe when I get my last ITP pay and I gonna invest on one!!

Fav pic of the DaY

I dunno y I simply love this pic.. Hehe.. I think Dear looks cute in it...!!*Self induge* Dunno y he don't like to take pics. Shall make him take more pics with me nxt time...=P..I sound like some sicko forcing pple to take pics... Haha

Anyway, more pics can be found here.

Hope tat in furture, we could spend more birthdays together. I am abit greedy. I wan more than juz birthdays~ Maybe everyday?? Coz I simply love him so much...=P

Shall stop all the mushy stuff le... Hehe...

Shall stop here too.. Nitez.. Tata

Lynnie black out at 1:15 PM

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

23 days to end of ITP

Yes!! 23 days!! Can't wait for it to come.....!! Waiting...Waiting...

Anyway, was suprise I got such long comments for my previous posts.. Thanks peeps~! I'm alright now~Same old Lynnie...Still as hammy as ever..hehe

Today the boss finally asked abt our progres... Showed him wat we did lo.. Can see tat he is kind of dissatisfied wif our work.. Then he beat ard the bush.. In the end is to tell us what we did is incorrect and he dun like.. say we nt professional. Arghz... Watever...

But he see le also kinda of good.. At least, we somehw knows wat he wans...Heck..Juz hope time pass faster and get out of itp asap!!

Feeling so tired.. Waiting for Dear to finish his report and call me...

Lynnie black out at 2:38 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Terrible Day

Today was one of the worst day(Saturday-02/10/04) I had ever felt.

Woke up having terrible stomach cramp. No wonder I felt so tired yesterday when I was out wif Dear. Tired was part of my PMS...argh... The cramp was alright at 1st. It worsen when I went out wif bro to meet his gf,Yingsi, at Parkway to get Sheena's bdate prezzie. It was her 21st bdate today. I felt so terrible tat I gotta get panadols. I rarely had such terrible cramps. When I need panadols, it meant tat its really terrible.

After getting Sheena's prezzie, we went over to Yingsi's hosue as it was still early. We were meeting Mummy at Bedok before we proceed to the chalet at Costa Sands. Took panadol there and rested for awhile. The worst had yet to come.

The 3 of us took a cab to fetch mummy there. After we got Mummy, we continue our journey to the chalet by taking the same cab. I didn't know tat it will take so long from Bedok to reach Pasir Ris by cab. Was feeling real terrible on the cab. Feel like vomiting but I held on. I had motion sickness. Furthermore, my cramp was coming back even though I ate panadols.

When we finally reached Costa Sands, I quickly rushed outta of the cab. I couldn't tolerate anymore, I vomitted. Yes, I knew I would. Its juz a matter of time. I vomitted due to montion sickness and maybe coz I din eat my lunch. My terrible cramp made me lost appetitte.

The chalet was filled wif lots of pple when we reached. All were Sheena's frenz. Ate abit of noodles as my stomach felt really empty. I msged Dear telling him tat I felt sick. He was at Pasir Ris bt at certain country club to celebrate his senior's 21st bdate too. He din reply me. I was wondering if he din receive my msg coz sometimes this kind of thing do happen.

We left the chalet at ard 11 plus. Take a cab home again. Guess I am getting really scared of cab. Luckily, this time nothing happened to me though I felt kind of sick.

After bathing, I msged Dear again. The msg he replied clearly proved the fact tat he did receive my previous msg. I am disappointed and sad. I dunno y. Maybe I'm expecting too much. Sick then sick lo.. y should I need concern frm him? I am getting dependent on a guy... Sucks.. I should more independent. When I was sick for the past few days, I msged him to tell him tat I was sad tat he din even call to ask hw I was. I didn't know y I said tat to him too.

Ching Ling told me tat she was surprised tat I actually said tat to him. She said I dun potray myself as those typical gfs tat demand concern frm their bfs. But I feel tat this is not demanding. I also dunno hw to describe this.

I think frm now onwards I shall keep any probs to myself. I feel tat whether I tell him or nt doesn't make much difference. At this point of time, I dun feel like telling him anything anymore. I dun want him to think tat I'm some irritating and unreasonable gal tat demands his attention. Maybe I'll change this thought after someday.

Though I felt sad and disappointed, I still love him as much.

Feel so funny to blog abt my relationship probs but I juz need some place to pen my thoughts. Felt so much better after writing all these out. Though I still feel kind of sad, but its much better now. Can't let such small prob tie me down. There are more challenges awaiting for me.

A good night sleep is wat I need now to make me feel even better. Tata...Nitez~

Lynnie black out at 4:08 PM

Friday, October 01, 2004

Back to Stress?

Life's boring.. Have been feeling so bored at work.. Can't do my task.. No help is accessible for us in the company. Feel so helpless... argh... Tats the problem being an intern in a small company. Think they practically juz throw us there to die...

Though ITP is coming to an end, I got this fear of not being able to complete my task and maybe even fail ITP?? Sianz.. Am I being paranoid? I dunno... Stress...

My left eye hurts again. Had been tolerating the pain since after lunch till end of work. What's more, I can even see clearly. My vision is damn blur. Hope it will be ok tml so I can my contacts again. Already dun look nice..wear spects even worst...more hammy... Even my hair looks terrible to me... Paraniod...

Tml's Friday...Looking forward~Meeting Dear...=)

Lynnie black out at 2:14 PM