[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Saturday, November 20, 2004

FLU OUTBREAK-- Why Me??

I'm sick..
Yeah.. Sick once again..
Doctor Khoo says there's a flu outbreak..
He said he isn't surprise I got it..
He said as if he's like expecting me to visit him..Haha..
I'm havin throat infection,cough,flu..
Same old sickness..
The cough mixture made me feel so lethargic.
I juz feel asleep unknowingly after taking tat!

Juz gave my MC to Lucy.
Asked her if this is our last day..
coz we mentioned to her tat we wana stop this week.
We are really wasting our time here.
As usual, she said she will talk to the boss.
We know tat the boss is busy.
He dun have much time to look at our project.
Somemore we r nt tat impt to the company too.

All I wan is really rest now..
Maybe coz I'm sick now.
I'm a rather contradicting.
When I have rest, I wana work.
When I work, I wana rest.
But all I know now is I wan to sleep!!
My nose are so stuffy now..
Din eat the flu mixture coz it makes me sleepy!!
It feels terrible to be sick....!!

Muz try to be cheerful...!!
Meetin Darren later..
Dun wana let him see me wif a sianz look.

Time check: 45 mins to lunch

Hope today is my last day...~

Lynnie black out at 4:15 AM

Monday, November 15, 2004

How I wish this weekend will last forever....!

Feeling ultra great now..
Coz there's no work tml...!
But I can't escape from reality on tues.
Haiz.. That's part and parcel of life..
Practically slack today coz its a Sunday..
My body is aching like hell..
Muz be the sentosa trip yesterday..

Was out at sentosa wif Michelle,Rong,ShuKai,AK,
Waicheng,,Alvin,Yapmeng,Joe and Terrance yesterday.
Had lots of fun man~
Though it rained at ard 3 plus,
We had a great fun seeking shelter too.
It was rather an interesting day..Haha..
A day filled wif fun, happiness and sadness too.
Those who know me well enough knows what the sadness means .

Juz wana thanks those tat were there for me on fri and sat..
U guys know who u are...
I really appreciate u all alot...Love U guys~!

Got my pay on fri.. $400..
Means I am still being paid under the itp rate..!!
But better than nothing la..
The boss spoke to us about our proj on the same day.
What he said to us can be said during our itp days.
Sianz.. wonder when the hell will be my last day...!
I hope is the coming week..
Gotta carefully untilise tat $400.
Pay bills, transpotation..
Gotta reconsider on whether to get a new phone..
Dun wana overspend this month.

Realised that I'm only 1 month away frm sch reopen..
Time really flies man~...
How I wish this hols are longer..
So many things to do.. So little time..

Anyone know of any 2nd hand clothes shop??
I wana sell of my LEVIS 593 2nd process jeans..
Wore it for less than 5 times...
Made a big mistake by getting tat..totally regretted..
I still look nicer in Type 1..
Wana get another pair of tat...

Wish that this weekend would last forever..
Coz I dun wana go to work on Tuesday...!!

Lynnie black out at 1:50 PM

Friday, November 12, 2004

I HATE MY EYES

I really hate my eyes..
I envy pple wif perfect eyesight..
Y are my eyes sensitive to contact lenses..
I look ulgy in spects...
Juz when I tot contact lenses could solve my problems..
I was extremely wrong.........!

I juz HATE THIS........!!

Lynnie black out at 11:00 AM

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Same Old , Brand New Tuesday

Went back to Growhill today...
Both me and Ching Ling feel so sianz..
We regretted tat we agreed to stay!!
Our heart is already not there...

The day was spent improving on our project.
We did told the boss we made changes..
And asked him to come over and see the proj..
He is supposed to brief us yesterday..
But we both din turn up..
As expected, we know he won't come and see it juz now.
Coz we r of nt much importance to him.

Me and Ching Ling had came to a conclusion:
We juz to leave the place asap.
We din even know hw much we are paid..
Abit dumb.. coz we r too shy to ask...
We haven't even get our last allowance..
Really hope our LO did email Lucy as she said she would.

To cheer myself up..
Thursday is gonna be a public holiday!!
Though I am rather broke now..
But I gonna get myself a bikini and a new beach slipper!!
Gonna go Sentosa wif my ICT gang this sat!!
Looking forward......!!
Though I'm nt really the really beach gal type..
All I wana do is to go there and have lots of fun...!
Simple fun like juz playing frisbee can make my day!!

I wana get E600C ..
After upgrading of AK's plan..
He lending me his plan but gonna return the favor..
Trade in of my S300..
It costs only $148!!
Its a great deal...!!
Hope the promotion is still on till I get my pay!!
Better pray tat its still on...!!
I gt not much luck in promotions.

So much things to buy..
So little money....Hahaha...
I'm a poor kid...!!

Pray tat I get my pay this Friday!!
I know I'm long winded...But who cares!!

Gonna revise my SATs now..
Tata~

Lynnie black out at 1:30 PM

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Unusual Monday

Monday has been really a day wif blues for the past 4 months.
Today is different coz I din have to go for work.
I applied for leave.
Yes.. It nt becoz tat I need nt go to work.
Me and Ching Ling continued at Growhill as interns.
Was surprise tat the boss asked us to stay.
I really wonder y he did tat..
Maybe he gt too much money to spare.

Me and Ching Ling agreed to stay intially.
We regretted the next day..
We both tot tat is tiring and boring.
We want to rest and have freedom.
We did called to reject the offer...
But we failed.. sianz...
Lucy kept asking us to stay to complete the project.
We are suppose to turn out for work today..
Dear Ching Ling applied leave due to personal matters..
I dun wan to be alone for 8 hrs..
So I faked tat I needed to go back sch...
Bad of me right... bt who cares..

Kind of regretted to stay...
I kind of have too much things in hand for me to handle..
My SATs... 4th Dec...
AK told me..
If I wanted to score really well for it,
I need at least 3 weeks of intensive studying..
I only have ard 4 weeks to SATs..
But nw.. If I work, 8 hrs a day will be gone..
Hw am I suppose to study for it...
When I think of this..
I really feel kind of stress..
Stress tat I can't complete the project in Growhill..
Stress tat I can't do well for SATs..
Tot after ITP, I dun have to stress tat much..
I guess tat is life..

AK said tat I have to make a choice between work and SATs..
I can't have the best of both world...
I get wat he means..
In life, we have to sacrifice certain things to gain others.
But I wan to prove to myself tat I can cope wif these 2.
I know is tough.. Life is never easy anyway..
I need motivation and pple to believe in me..
I have to believe in myself 1st..
That's the most impt thing.

SATs..here I come....!!
=)

Hope tml will be a great day..
A day at Growhill again...!

Lynnie black out at 1:10 PM

Friday, November 05, 2004

End of ITP

Today marks the end of my 4 months ITP at Growhill International.
Can't bear to leave the comapny??
Definately no..Read a couple of fren's blog..
Their company pple all gave them farewell treats and presents.
As for me and Ching Ling,Everything is pretty much normal for us.
No one in the company cares abt our exsistence.

Our logbook is not signed yet.
Lucy told us that the boss wans talk to us.
I was like thinking y would he want to talk to us.
I juz wan my final grade and get out of the place.
The boss saw our project and say its ok.
He said he wans to meet us to discuss something.
Wonder what's the thing...
Maybe he will ask us to stay for a month or so?
Dun think tats the case..
We din contribute much to the company..
We din get our last allowance today.
Shy to asked for it.Shall tell our LO tml and let her settle for us.

Even though out exsistence is not impt to them,
Me and Ching Ling bought them chocolates.
One box of Merci each for boss, luck and kathy.
One big box for the technicians too..
See.. How nice of us..
I seriously think tat they dun have anything for us.

The weather here is getting abit cloudy..
Gonna rain soon..
How nice to sleep..
Tml gonna be a great day.
Back to sch for post ITP and FYP stuff.
Darren is having his last paper tml too.
Gonna catch Shark Tales wif him. =)

2 more hrs to go.
Hope everything goes well.I
wan my logbook to be graded and sign too.
Getting abit paraniod here..
Whatever it is..
Good Bye Growhill International!
Hello SP!
My mind is already on my way to school.

My last entry written at Growhill International..
Closed.

Lynnie black out at 8:00 AM

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Bad Day

Bad day to start off with..
Made my mama angry...
She dun wana talk to me now...
Always feel tat its not easy being a mother..
I admit I'm not a good daughter...

Sometimes I juz feel y life is so unfair...
Y can't I get wat I want ...
But come to think of it..
I'm far more fortunate then lots of people..

Juz hope tat everything will be fine when I get home.

Another thing to add on to my bad day.
My house com crashed!!
Got some virus through MSN.

FUNNY.EXE

My sis got tat through her fren.
Her fren din did it in purpose.
It juz auto send to the whole contact list.
Stupid Virus...!!
Hope I can still recover some data espcially my photos!!

1 more day to end of ITP...
I'm so looking forward to it.......!!
Hols, Hols and more Hols...!!

I bought 2 Giodano tops again.
I seem to have a thing for their tops.
Bought a pink polo tee and a white racer tank top.
Right now I had a total of 6 Giodano tops.
4 plain tee,1 polo tee, 1 tank top.
Hahaha...
I like their cutting and I wear them often too...
It juz fits me well...
Those who know me well knows tat I love Giodano Tees!

Tried on a topshop skirt..
Its so nice.....!!
Was pondering if I should get...
73 bucks!!
In the end, I gave up.
Its not within my budget.
And my aim is to get tops.

I only spent abt $26 on 2 tops!!
Cheap..!!
If u guys wana get Giodano tops or bottoms,
Go to OG Giodano..
They have got 20%!!
Even on new items.
Its definately cheaper than their normal shops.
If u can get them at a cheaper rate, y not?

SATs cost me $93.60.
Gonna pay AK soon..
Hope I can pass wif a nice score.
Else, it will be a waste of money.

Need a part time vacation job...!
Any suggestions?

Lynnie black out at 3:55 AM

Monday, November 01, 2004

Sunday

4 more working days to end of ITP.
Finally, this is getting to an end.

Registered for SATs.
Abt 100 bucks is gone.
Means I'll be taking SATs on 4th Dec.
Gonna be mugging soon.
Peeps to mug with : Nana & AK.
Both peeps taking SATs with me.

Had dim sum wif family yesterday.
It was a great gathering.
Great food wif great pple.
Went on a mini shopping spree.
Items bought:

Charles & Keith Sandals
Nail polish
Choker

Bought back the same pair of sandals as last time.
Others dun seem to suit me.

Its so sunny today~
I long for the beach......!
Hols coming...
Wana get some serious work and play too.
So much to do..
So little time...
That's life huhz...

I seem to be crapping alot today...

Lousy entry..

Entry closed.

Lynnie black out at 4:01 AM