[[*---Don't Catch Me As I Fall---*]]

Thursday, August 05, 2004

A bad day to start off with..

Haiz.. My day started off rather badly all because of a Fila unbrella.

My mom asked me wher was the Fila umbrella I took to work on Monday. At that moment, I was like "Oh my..left it outside the corridoor and forgot to take it in" When I told her the truth, she was angry coz the umbrella was bought not long ago. I know it was my fault but I still argued back.... I took for granted that someone will take it in for me when I leave it outside to dry. I told her that

My sis then told me that the focus is not on whether I buy another umbrella. I know thart.. Its on responsibility. I shouted at her saying that I know. I think that piss her off. I hope that both of them won't be angry anymore when I reach home tonight.

Its all my fault.. I realised that my attitude was real bad. This is not the 1st time that I speak in such a hash manner to my loved ones and friends. They still aaccept me for what I am. I tend to do and speak whatever that is on my mind when I am angry or pissed. This is one of the major bad points I have. Those that are close to me should know what I mean. My close club kakis have experienced it numberous times. They tolerated it for like one year coz they understand that I'm like that and know that I just want to get things down...

Self Improvement:
1) DON'T OVER REACT WHEN ITS A SMALL MATTER.
2) THINK BEFORE I SPEAK

Lynnie black out at 1:55 PM